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PAIDALA'S FEELINGS ...Mad Madies(writings of a Mad)..
Tuesday, August 7, 2018
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Thursday, August 2, 2018
@the age of 29+
Its been 29+ years I have taken human form. Still searching for who I am. Before taking this human form I don't know who I was. And after this human form perishing, I may don't know who I will be. But I got this short unknown time to know who I am. Who am I thinking "Who I am" ? What is my relation with time. Where was I before this human form, and Where will I be after this human form. Before time starts where was I ?, If at all time ceases at the end where will I be ?
What is my relation with other human beings and other living & nonliving beings. Are we all one, but divided for temporarily to be in different forms. Like wood becoming different tools like table, chair, cot or door.
Why do I think temporarily permanent so to get good job, money, healthy & happy family and wealth for future uses. Future. Wait. Future which future the near future or far future or far far future. You just want happy & healthy & Prosperous life to your family, kids or kids' family, kids' Kids' family... till who. Now a days just siblings are becoming archrivals and sometimes enemies to survive at the cost fo other. Then hoping to make great-grand children to be happy. You know even if you have Trillion Trillions of bucks you can't make your distant-grand children living happily without competing for wealth which you saved for them. This is exactly what is happening now. At any calculations, one lakh years ago(or take one billion years ago) our entire 8 billion peoples had the same great grandparents which might be in just ten members.
Time has a lot of power. It seems very slow, and no human being observed it for more than 130 or 150 years closely. Time can change anything. With just hopes we get eyes to see, ears to listen, every organ in our body for living happily. I think its still going working. We don't what we kind or organs we will be having after a billion years (If at we live in this human form "who thinks").
Then why this competition and comparison among us. Rather competing with the people who are living, compete with people who lived in past or will be living in the future. That makes our lives perfect & meaningful.
Why competing at all?
No need. Anyway at the end(whose end, individual life end or humanity end or Solar system end or end of the Time) we all one or nothing. Those whom we are competing or those who we are admiring or those whom we take as inspiration are finally you, its you. Its me. They are you. They are me. Is it like competing with my self, yesterday-self or tomorrow-self. i.e what we are doing now is spatial comparing in the same time which is equal temporal comparing but in same space".
Even after writing so much, so many, I still not away from this human shackles. Now you are in temporal-spatial dynamics. Just believe blindly, you are the one, who differs in time and space. People don't care much about the person who differs in time but they concern about the person who differs in space. We are so much dumbed by the ignorance, we just can't see the real.
What is my relation with other human beings and other living & nonliving beings. Are we all one, but divided for temporarily to be in different forms. Like wood becoming different tools like table, chair, cot or door.
Why do I think temporarily permanent so to get good job, money, healthy & happy family and wealth for future uses. Future. Wait. Future which future the near future or far future or far far future. You just want happy & healthy & Prosperous life to your family, kids or kids' family, kids' Kids' family... till who. Now a days just siblings are becoming archrivals and sometimes enemies to survive at the cost fo other. Then hoping to make great-grand children to be happy. You know even if you have Trillion Trillions of bucks you can't make your distant-grand children living happily without competing for wealth which you saved for them. This is exactly what is happening now. At any calculations, one lakh years ago(or take one billion years ago) our entire 8 billion peoples had the same great grandparents which might be in just ten members.
Time has a lot of power. It seems very slow, and no human being observed it for more than 130 or 150 years closely. Time can change anything. With just hopes we get eyes to see, ears to listen, every organ in our body for living happily. I think its still going working. We don't what we kind or organs we will be having after a billion years (If at we live in this human form "who thinks").
Then why this competition and comparison among us. Rather competing with the people who are living, compete with people who lived in past or will be living in the future. That makes our lives perfect & meaningful.
Why competing at all?
No need. Anyway at the end(whose end, individual life end or humanity end or Solar system end or end of the Time) we all one or nothing. Those whom we are competing or those who we are admiring or those whom we take as inspiration are finally you, its you. Its me. They are you. They are me. Is it like competing with my self, yesterday-self or tomorrow-self. i.e what we are doing now is spatial comparing in the same time which is equal temporal comparing but in same space".
Even after writing so much, so many, I still not away from this human shackles. Now you are in temporal-spatial dynamics. Just believe blindly, you are the one, who differs in time and space. People don't care much about the person who differs in time but they concern about the person who differs in space. We are so much dumbed by the ignorance, we just can't see the real.
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